To grandma.

One  day we will all be together again. Till then I will miss you and pray that you are dancing the ballet you have dreamt about your whole life. That day I hope to dance with you, the wind, and the sea. Because everything is as one and nothing is none. I hope that day, we will celebrate our lives as if we were never apart. I hope that you will tell me about whens you were there to help me through my toughest times. That you never left my side. I will tell you about how much I truly cared. and How life was that much more bitter without you around. Even though our time was short as grandma and child, I knew you were and will be here for a long while.

I hope that the cakes are sweeter than ours. And I hope that the sky is always clear. I hope your smile is always present. I hope your hands are always outstretched. I hope that your eyes are always open to see all of the new sights. I hope that the colors are beyond our dreams. I hope your health is non-existent because you are in your prime. And I hope that you know how cherished you are, no matter who is around.
Most of all I hope you are somewhere, because if you are no where my heart would break. I can't imagine not being together again, talking as friends, loving as family, being as one.


I love you my dear grandma. I wish I could tell you and you could say " I feel the same" or kiss my hands to let me know you understand. I wish I could have been there for your last breath so you know I loved you more than you would have known. I aspire to be you. You are one of the great women of your time. I will pray to you forever and always. Help me through it all!